MY OTHERKIN SELF

I came about the subject of Otherkin purely by accident.  Or was it really meant to be an accident?  As far as I know, it was a few Goths that led me on this wonderful road, of self-discovery.  Thanks Gothic Females.  You have really saved my soul, from the treacherous misery of this hateful and cruel world.

I do not feel as if I fit in, most of the time.  Society won't accept me as an individual, at any cost.  But this morning, something amazing happened.  I managed to say a few words to a Gothy couple.  Now that is amazing.  I just gave them both a few good compliments, about their Gothy looks. 

Being Otherkin could also have something to do, with emotions and feelings.  Dark energies returning to the fore, from a forgotten past.  But not a physical past.  Maybe I am still part of a DEATH SPIRIT.  This may still be living within me now.  I mean, look at all the bad luck I get from friendships/relationships. 

I see myself as a dark avatar, that has come to forewarn the earth.  What have I come to forewarn the world about?  BIG CHANGE!  A dramatic event is already starting to unfold.  I am that channel, or the gate-keeper.  It also shows in my ever changing dark moods, and characteristics.  And the world simply has no right whatsoever, to hault or remove my dark reasons for being here.  I am the shadow of The Furies, and their coming dark plans of retribution.

I also think that this goes much deeper than anything else.  I have been dogged and plagued by demons of bad luck.  All because of my dark past, in another previous existence.  And that bad luck follows me everywhere constantly.  I am waiting for the motherships.  They will be coming very shortly.  Why?  To bring demonic events that will unfold.  These will probably be in the form of dark angels, said to be angry with the world right now.

I also remember things of the past events of another life.  Things where I remember serving and obeying dark angels.  I was always told to bow at their feet.  And even worship the ground they walk on.  They looked after me, and told me that I would be kept safe from harm.  They kept their words and promises.  This is one thing that is not to be taken lightly by anyone.  When I was a child, I could walk straight through a warzone, and never be noticed by anyone.  That is the power of the supernatural.  It renders you invisible.  But females would always look my way.  It was as if something in me was charming them, from another world/dimension.